Works Elsewhere on the Web....
"I Am Becoming" Chant
In a Flash Before My Demise (A Monologue)
Rooted In California
Videography for (What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love and Understanding? - Sharon Van Etten feat Josh Homme
ZZyZx SundaZe Podcast Unconditional & Unconventional LOVE
ZZyZx SundaZe Podcast Renewal
In a Flash Before My Demise (A Monologue)
Rooted In California
Videography for (What's So Funny 'Bout) Peace, Love and Understanding? - Sharon Van Etten feat Josh Homme
ZZyZx SundaZe Podcast Unconditional & Unconventional LOVE
ZZyZx SundaZe Podcast Renewal
Writings of a Restless Soul...
The Following content is divided into two sections:
The Light and The Dark.
The Light section is for everything loving, joyous, and good. The Dark is for well.. you know..
(Please do not re-post without permission, or just be sure to give M.A.M. proper credit.)
The Light**
**Please note this content may be of adult nature and may not be suitable for minors or all audiences. 
"The Help" - 9/16/16 - Mary Ann Martinez - Palm Beach, FL
Nourishing Creative Fire (A Poem) - January 4, 2016
(Untitled) - September 3, 2015
I am a Woman who's well loved Maker and creator of friends Initiator Maintainer An open heart to welcome in Unlike the Vampire, I inject my light into these souls Radiant might If only for one night A love to embrace and to behold I am a woman who's well loved Feel love daily Gratitude Heart warming attitude A lot of love From a little lady -Written by Mary Ann Martinez No Cerebration (Musical Poem)
I let my thoughts go down Like water in a river I like to feel them drown In white pools in that river Never back around Piece by piece By the sliver At times I see them now In still waters Like a mirror -Written by Mary Ann Martinez Late August 2015 Somewhere in Washington State On The Trail
The gentle breeze It sings with me Carrying expressions of love At times the trail Beneath my feet Takes me high and above The canyon floor The waters below I drink it Happily Whether all alone Or perhaps with friends At home Family Written on the Twin Falls Trail, WA August 28, 2015. 3:23 PM Mary Ann Martinez In Space
Do you know that space That level between clouds Between worlds of asphalt Between cities and towns Do you know that space At times an empty void Hallow and open Full of silent noise Do you know that space Of abundance and love Full of life overflowing Radiance and grace Do you know your inner Peaceful little place? Do you know the energy That you feel is very real Energy in motion Vibrational Feels Do you know that space Of the present moment gift Where there is nothing more to want Nothing more to wish On Southwest Flight 1825, MDW-LAX Between time zones... August 22, 2014. Mary Ann Martinez 1:38 am Central Time - August 19, 2015 - Winnetka, IL
(A quick write up poem) The night is so quite My brain searches for sounds I lay here restless Wondering Is that distant train heading north or south bound? Are the the cicadas asleep like this village town? A child mumbles in their sleep In their dream are they running around? I miss my own bed I miss my city and home I miss sleeping naked And earthing all alone In my backyard In my happy place Where I play my flute and drum Where I dance all night Or stare at the ceiling twiddling thumbs I appreciate Moments like this Searching for signs where I may resist My understanding that wherever I am Is exactly where I am supposed to be I humble myself I am rarely filled with envy Except for those folks who now get their powder days I sometimes live vicariously in other ways And yet here I am in someone else's bed Again, in someone else's home Alone with myself Yet, always eager to roam 
My Crush
Tell me your darkest shadow side But not before your sweet kiss Give me all of your heart and longing And I'll fill my heart with it To touch your hair To trace your lips To smell you from foot to crown To taste your taste And take your embrace An exchange so profound My heart cares not if you do not feel the same I would hope to see you in dreams For now you are the one that I think of most An indulgent fantasy So here's to you Mr. Wonderful Energy Until we meet again I'll be crushing on you You're remarkable Wonderful, my dear friend. Written by Mary Ann Martinez July 27, 2015 5:02pm Sun Valley, CA 
(Untitled)
Love as BIG as an Elephant A soul ready to take flight Here to spread my wings And embrace my inner light Photo created using a container, a crystal and sunlight. Photo and words by Mary Ann Martinez 2015 Untitled Song Lyrics - Dec 19, 2014
In The Park One Day I could face my demons I'd know what to say Without reason I'd speak my truth Straight from my heart I'd forgive me, too And give myself a fresh start Written by Mary Ann Martinez Sun Valley, CA In The Present Moment
Living in the present moment I give my life away Who needs money or a driver's license When you've got the light of day? Living in the present moment Feeling centered deep in love In awe with everything around Especially above Living in the present moment I live a life with no regrets Owning every single moment Never a second guess Living in the present moment I'm filled with gratitude Grateful for all of the sights I've seen At different latitudes Living in the present moment Oh how I sometimes seem to forget Like my purse I left behind On that Washington State park bench Written by Mary Ann Martinez on Southwest Flight #1719, July 21st, 2014. The Big Her
When I step into the Big Love When I step into the Big Her I step into my power Lost within this grace That runs deep inside my bones I have finally Gone deep within my Soul It's that higher place That runs deep within my blood I have finally gone deep inside the love When I step into the Big Love When I step into the Big Her I step into my power Mary Ann Martinez - 2014 "Letting Go/Creating Space"-
Letting go Of dreams that never flew Creating space for a love brand new Letting go Of past hopes and dreams Creating space For gifts unseen Letting go Of comfort zones Creating space For a world unknown Letting go Of patterns and problems Creating space Allowing the Universe to solve them Letting go For my worth I stand Creating space An invitation for my God Man -Written by Mary Ann "MaMaSa" Martinez Written Wednesday, May 28, 2014 Sun Valley, CA 11:54 p.m. |
The DARK**
**Please note the content below may be of adult nature and may not be suitable for minors or all audiences. Admission of Loneliness
Battling this inner demon I wonder, "Will she ever leave me?" How many times can she make me Feel low and unworthy? How many days can I fake it This facade of self-love Am I filled with self-hatred? Are they karmic wounds that run Too deep and beneath My eyes, skin, and bones? Have I really come to sleep here With myself all alone? In my waking hours I am gifted, Blessed to radiate and shine But in my darkest hours I weep I hold myself and cry -Mary Ann Martinez January 21, 2016. 9:39AM. Sun Valley, CA Valentine's Eve
Thinking of the Valentine That was formerly mine Wondering what he's doing For his new love this time? Will he buy her flowers, chocolates, and a gift? I remember my turn And the griping that came with it -Written by Mary Ann Martinez Friday, February 13, 2015 Sun Valley, CA (Untitled) - August 1, 2014
My Dearest Love, we've come a long way Just when I think I've got it all figured out My emotions seem to go a stray I apologize for not taking the high road For pulling you down because I was feeling low I apologize for the things I can't undo For any moment I mistreated you In any case I am trying my best To wear this heart outside of my chest In every moment I am breathing you What is my heart and soul to do? Written by Mary Ann Martinez 2014 Unspoken Ways
How you show up in relationship Reflects upon us- a lot Like how you sent the memo, Oh wait.. you forgot. Your actions speak louder than words What you keep from me Says more than I heard Because your honesty and forthcoming It never came True intimacy and communication Must have missed the train Are these the final tears That will fall from these eyes? Nevermore will I keep hope In disguise -Written by Mary Ann Martinez 12:45 a.m., May 27, 2014 Parting
My dearest Love How I gladly yet sadly go My dearest Love These are all feelings The first time The first ones I've ever known To love To cherish To wish To adore Never ceasing Altering Evolution towards something more Beyond You Beyond I Beyond U/us Beyond W/we Towards love Towards thriving To BE, Set free 3:54 AM., Sunday, December 30th, 2012 Mary Ann Martinez Stay tuned for more...
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